Breathe🍁

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

Masha Allah, it's been quite a while farah tak post anything dkt blog. So In Shaa Allah, today farah nk share review daripada buku yang farah baru je baca which is Breathe, written by Dr.Beni Rusani.

Well..to start with, let us have a lil' flashback. When farah was a kiddo, I only have two ambitions- to be a fashion designer and a doctor! Because I always have those kind of typical mindset; being a doctor means having a wealthy life, wearing white coat, marrying a charming husband and yeah.. a title DR! 😂 (Oh how immature am I). But as I grow up, I know it's not an easy job.


Back to this book, it tells about Adam, a young houseman officer (HO) who was struggling to be a doctor since day one he work at the hospital. I love on how the author use medical terms and explain it at the foot notes which increase my knowledge at the same time.

Chapter 12 had touched my heart so badly. Mad Doc failed to save his patient (for a second time). He got super frustrated with himself until one point he went for a psychiatric treatment for depression and were given amitriptyline (a tricyclic antidepressant drugs). He just can't forgive himself and keep on torturing his inner feelings. I was literally crying deep inside, thinking of how hard a doctor has to fight with his own guilt when he failed to save a patient. Oh, it must take months or even years to forget the loss!

Overall, this book really makes me contemplate myself. All of us are going to our own destination with a different journey- regardless of our career. Along the way, we might reach a road with two different paths. We might choose the right path successfully but sometimes we can make mistakes too. After all, we are just a human being- weak and fragile. Sometimes we feel that we'd give our best but things just don't go the way we want it to be. Is it our fault? Are we not trying? Nope. Every path has its own puddle and sometimes things had just destined to be that way. Don't forget that Allah controls everything 😔😊Every situation that Allah has put us in, embrace it gracefully. Don't run out of it, and don't blame yourself too. Learn to forgive yourself and be a better person.

All in all, it's a 4.8 ⭐ out of 5.0⭐for me!

You guys should read this book jugak tau! Ada part yang quite hilarious jugak bagi farah and farah suka sangat cara dia cerita sebab kita macam betul-betul masuk dalam dunia tu. So farah really enjoy this book :)
Okay that's all untuk harini, jumpa lagi on my next post, In Shaa Allah
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Please read! You're going to love this book :D


 
frhnz,
0922 a.m.

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